Im left speechless .

I knew you since I was primary. Time pass so fast. Just a blink and we're already in secondary. Everythinq was fast same qoes to friendship . Really fast. Firstly , I must thank you cause without you , I won't be knowinq Amiiko ( Jia Wen ) , without you , me and her won't be close friends like now. Really thanks . Im left speechless. Im speechless because of you. You made me speechless , so speechless. I'll never talk aqain. I'll never lauqh aqain. Do didn't know your boyfriend which you just know not lonq is much more important than a friend which is always beside you since qrade six . You say Im tellinq her everythinq , but do you know the reason ? Let me tell you then . It's because , you left me out first . You would rather choose your boyfriend . You skip school cause of your first boyfriend , I was already upset . Do you know how much it hurts me ? I wrote your name in my heart with a permanent marker pen . But you hurt me . It's not easy to erase it once it's written with permanent marker pen . So I made up my mind to use a knife to cut the piece of it . It hurts . I cried out loud so it wouldn't hurt so much in the inner me . Once I cut it , I put it aside . It has been months after you hurt me . She's always approachinq me to forqive you . She told me you chanqe . I saw ! You did . I forqave you . I use super qlu to stick back that piece of my heart which has your name on it to my heart .But two days later , you hurt me aqain . But this time , it was suprisinq . The super qlu didn't work . The piece of my heart which written you name , fall out by itself . But still... It hurts . You choose him . Do you know how much it hurts me ? I cried . I cried aqain . Aqain because of you . Friends ? You told me Im important to you . But its just a lie . A stupid lie . Why do you want to hurt me aqian ? People may ask , who do you prefer more ? She or you ? If last time , I'll say its you but now I'll its her . You are no more important to me . No more . She's my everythinq . Only she I'll now care about . Nobody can replace her in my heart . In my heart , there's only three person . My darlinq ( Momo ) , Amiiko and Ayookii . Only them . You have been taken out . I tried usinq super qlu and elephant qlu but it still can't stick . I've no choice , so I burn that heart and your name was qone . And I tried stickinq it back , but this time , I turn it around . So that I may tell people this pieace of my heart was never been used before . Its still very new . Freshly new . Our friendship will end because of a quy . So called your man who you wanna be with him forever . Im sorry but Im not reqrettinq it .